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Awards
31
'-a Retiring Addresses
In the Light
SethDerner
National
FFA
President Bartlett,Nebraska"Inthelight."
From
themoment we
areborn,instinc- tively,we
aredrawn
tolight.Forinstance,when
Iwas
three years oldIremember going
tothefuneralofmy grandpa.
I didn'tunderstand what
allwas going
on,butIknew
thatgrandpa wasn't around
toplay with.Icould no
longersiton
hislap
and
listen tohis storiesabout ranching
intheold days.Mom
tried to explainthathe had gone
toa betterplaceand
thathe
couldn'tcome
back,but
afuneralisahard
place forathree-year-old tounderstand
lifeand
death.Sad and
confused,Isat quietlyinthesecond pew holding
herhand and
leaningon
dad's shoulder.When we
stoodtosingahymn,
Ilooked around and
realizedjust
how many people were packed
inthat tinychurch —
thewhole county must have been
there.Maybe
itwas
themood
oftheday,or theblacksuitsand
dresses,or thedeep
colored wallsofthechurch, butthesanctuaryseemed
dark,likewe were
inacave below
theground. The
solesourceofbrightness
came from
lightthrough
astained glasswindow
atthe front ofthechurch.The
raysfrom
thesun passed through
the glassand
created fascinating colors thatdanced
across theair.Those
colorsfellupon
thefaces ofpeople who
satjustafew
feetaway.
Thisamazing sunbeam had
tobe
sentfrom where grandpa now
lived.Iyearned
tositwhere
those luckypeople
had.Iwanted
tobe
inthe light thatseemed
tocome
straightfrom Heaven
itself.Ijustknew
thatifIsat therethen everythingwould be
okay,and
Iwould
forgetabout
thefear,theuncertaintyand
thesorrow.The
lightthrough
thatwindow was
asymbol
ofhope,abeacon
of loveand understanding —
that'swhere
Iwanted
to be.It
seems
likeI'vespentalotofmy
lifeseekingthelight.Ithink
we
alldo.Fearof rejection,failure,despair— we've
allexperiencedthis
kind
ofdarkness
inour
lives.At
times,I feltlikeIwas
theonlyperson who
didn'tfitin,Iwondered why
Iwas such
afailure,and
Iquestionedwho
Iwas and what
Istoodfor.You probably understand what
those feelingsarelike.We spend
alotoftime tryingtoleavethosefeelings ofdarkness
behind.We hang
outwith
the"right"crowd. We
compromise what we
standforso others think we'recool.We
don'ttry tomake
adifferencebecause we would be
singledoutand
humiliated.We pretend
tobe happy,
yet,when we
lookinthemirrorwe
see amask
thathidesthe sadnessinside.You know what, though?
Ibelievethatwe
truly
want
tobe happy, and each
ofuswants
tobelieveinourselves.
We want
tolaugh without
fear ofbeinglaughed
at,
and we want
tochaseour dreams and
realizeour
special talents.Ibelievewe
allwant
tolovelife.But how do you do
that?
Where do you
start?How do you
leavethedarkness behind and
step intothelightofjoyand happiness?
Idon'tknow
thefullanswer,
butIthinkI'vefigured outwhere
it starts.Itallstartshereinthe heart. Itstartswith
hope.One
ofmy
favorite storiesisaparablefrom
the Bibleabout
amustard
seed.The mustard
seed,you
see,isone
of thetiniestseedssown,
yetthemustard
plantisahuge,full,vigorous
plant.The
parable explainsthat aperson who
liveswithout hope
willbe
likeafieldwithout
plants—
barrenand empty. However,
ifaperson
has hope,even hope
as tiny as amustard
seed,itwillgrow and your
lifewillbe enormously
fullof love,understanding and
strength.I
witnessed
the greatestexample
ofthisthreeyearsago
aspartofthenationalFFA
leadershipexchange program
thattraveledtoRussia.
We
spent threeweeks with Russian youth
inasmalltown
northofMoscow.
Russiawas
suffer- ingfrom
aseverelydepressed economy,
agovernment
thatfew
citizenstrusted,and widespread
crime.One
day,Iasked one
ofmy new-found Russian
friendshow
longhe thought
itwould
takethecountry
ofRussiatorebuild.He
told
me
thatwas
avery hard
questiontoanswer."You
see,"he
said,"some have begun
torebuild,while
othershave
not.For those
people who
stillfeelsorryforthemselves,blame
othersfortheirproblems,
orareafraid ofwhat tomorrow may
bring,itwilltakeavery
long timetorebuild.Those
who
believeinthemselves and our
country,and who have hope
fortomorrow —
theyarealready building."Hope
forthefutureisatthefoundation
ofworld empires
and,yet,thatsame hope
isthefoundation
forour
personalhappiness and
success.When we
begintoliveeach day with hope
itchanges
everything.We
setgoalsand
believe they willcome
true.We
enjoy,not dread,thenew and
exciting challengesofeach
day.Nearly
sixyears ago,Igota first-handlessonofhope
thatchanged my
life.On
abittercoldDecember
night,my high
school basketballteam had
lostyetanothergame. Mom and Dad were
inLas Vegas
for theNationalRodeo
Finals,soIrode home on
thebus.The bus
letusoff,and
asIwalked
tomy
pickup,two
ofthecounty'sfiretrucks turned onto thehighway
thatledtothe valleywhere
Ilived.There was snow on
theground,
soitcouldn'thave been
a prairiegrassfire.I
assumed
that a pile of silageorbaleofhay had caught
fire.Nevertheless,I
caught up with
thefiretrucksfiguringIcould helpa
neighbor
ifIneeded
to.I followed the trucks forseven
miles, righttoour driveway. And
asthey turneddown
thetwo-mile path through our
ranch,my
heartdropped.
Ipulledinright
behind
the firetrucks to seesmoke
billowingoutofeverywindow
ofour home.
Ididn'tknow
what
todo.No one was
inthe house,thankfully,butwhat
about
allmy
stuff?What about
allofour
picturesand
scrapbooks and
recordsoftheranch?I'dlivedalmost my
whole
lifeinthathouse and now
itwas
a shellconsumed by smoke and
firecaused by
amalfunctioning
furnace.Fortwo hours
Isatdumbfounded
as firefightersworked, wishing
thatMom and Dad
orone
ofmy
brotherswere
there.Finally, atthreeinthe
morning, amid
thedarkness and
sub- zero temperatures,Iwas
exhausted.Iwent
tostaywith my
aunt and
uncleonly
afew
milesaway.
Ifellasleepwonder-
ingwhat
Iwas going
todo and praying
Iwould wake up and
itwould
allbe
adream.
But
itwasn't
adream.
Iawoke
thenextmorning
smelling ofsmoke and
feelingsorefrom
the basketballgame.
Iclimbed
inmy pickup and drove
toour
house.Mom and Dad were
there.They had somehow
gottenin early thatmorning.
Ihugged them
foralong timeand
IrecalledallIcould remember about
theprevious
night.Ifiguredtheywould be angry about
everythingwe
lostwith
thehouse
or upsetabout how
ithappened.
Iftheywere
Icouldn'ttell.They were
justrelievedIwas
notinthehouse when
ithappened and
thatIwas
okay.At
thatmoment,
Irealized thatthemost important
things inmy
lifewere
notmy awards on
thewall or theclothes inmy
closet.These
thingscouldbe
replaced.Istillhad many
thingsthat
were much more
important, thingsthatcouldn'tbe
replaced— my
well-being,my
friendsand
family,and
the nextchance
tomake
anew
friend, traveltheworld, takeon
a
new
challenge ormake
a difference.Istillhad
hope,and
that'sallI
needed.
I'veseenthat
same
spiritofhope
inmany
ofyou
this year.Itwas
inletters liketheones
Ireceivedfrom Dawn
inNew
Jerseywho shared
herdreams and
goals.Itwas
inthe excitementofthecrowd
atstateconventions,liketheone
inOregon
thatdelayed
thestartofevery
sessionwith
their cheering.Itwas
inthe dedicationand
service toothersby
chapterand
stateofficersacross thecountry symbolized by
thestudentsofthetinytown
ofBroadway,
Va.,who came
togethertohonor
afriendand
fellowFFA member who
left thisworld
unexpectedly. This organizationisoverflowing with people who
believeinthepower
ofdreams,
ofpeople
who have hope — people
likeyou.Thank you
forsharingyour hope with me
thisyear.You've
continuallyrenewed my
beliefinhuman
potential.Ihave been
blessedwith
anumber
ofotherpeople who have
givenme
hope.To my
family,thank you
foralways being
thereno
matterhow
faraway
Itravel.To everyone who
believedin
me through FFA, you showed me
thatFFA
ismore than
eventsand awards —
it'speople who
care.And,
of course,tomy team —
Joe,Clara-Leigh,Cody, Andy and
Bill
— whether we were
talkingtostudentsinJapan, plan-ning
leadershipconferencesinFlorida,ordiscussing decisionsthat willimpact
thefutureofFFA, your hope has
served asan example
forme and thousands
ofothers.Robert Fulghum once asked
ProfessorAlexander Papaderos "What
isthemeaning
oflife?"The aged Cretan
teacherresponded with
thisstory:"When
Iwas
asmall child,during World War
II,we were very poor and we
livedina
remote
village.One day
Ifound
thebroken
piecesof a mirror.A German motorcycle had been wrecked
inthat place.1 tried tofindallthepieces
and put them
together,but
itwas
notpossible,soIkept
thelargest piece.This one.And by
scratchingiton
astoneImade
itround.
Ibegan
toplaywith
itasatoy
and became
fascinatedby
thefactthatIcould
shine lightinthedark
placeswhere
thesun would never
shine—
indeep
holesand
crevicesand dark
closets.Itbecame
agame
forme
to get lightinthemost
inaccessibleplacesIcould
find.Ikeptthelittlemirror,
and
asIwent about growing
up,Iwould
takeitoutinidlemoments and
continue the challengeofthegame. As
Ibecame
aman,
Igrew
tounderstand
thatthiswas
notjustachild's
game but
ametaphor
forwhat
Imight do with my
life.Icame
tounderstand
thatIam
notthe lightnor
the sourceofthelight,but
light—
truth,understanding, knowledge
—
"Choose to believe in the power of dreams, and
to make a difference for others. Choose to live in the light."
—
SetliDerner
isthere,
and
itwill
only
shineindark
placesif I reflectit.Iam
a
fragment
of amirrorwhose design and shape
Ido
notknow.
Nevertheless,
with what
Ihave,I
can
reflectlightinto
dark
placesofthisworld —
intothedark
placesintheheartsof
men — and change some
thingsinsome
people. Ican
givethem
hope.Perhaps
othersmay
seeand do
likewise.Thisis
what
Iam
about.Thisisthemeaning
ofmy
life."
FFA members,
I'veseenyour
goalsand dreams.
I'vewatched your
successesand your
defeats.Imay
notknow
allyour names and
faces,but
Ido know
this:with hope you can never
fail— only
learnto tryagain.With hope you can never
discourage others
—
onlyinspirethem
tofollowyour example.
With hope you can never
letfearcontrolyour
life—
onlyletyour dreams
lead theway.
With each new
day,each new
challengeand each new
opportunity,
choose
tohave
hope.Choose
tobelieveinthepower
ofdreams, and
tomake
adifferenceforothers.Choose
to live in thelight.
May each
ofyou
enjoy therewards
ofsuccess,the lessons of failure,theriches offriendshipand
thefulfillment of service.May you never
live inthedarkness
offear,but
rather,may you always
livewith hope — may you always
liveinthelight.Thank
you.Good
bye.God
bless.(RetiringAddresses continued on page34) 33
Retiring Addresses
(Continuedfrontpage33)If the Shoe Fits
Cody
L.Wagner
NationalFFA
Secretary Banner,Wyoming
Where
didIput
thoseshoes?Idon'tknow why
Ialways do
this.Hey,
lookattheseoldfootballshoes.Iremember when
Iwanted
tobe
thestarquarterbackofthe footballteam —
Ijustwasn't good enough.
Ididn'teven remember
these!
Halloween, when
Iwas
in...thirdgrade.Iwas
thenewest
astronaut!My
greatestdream was
tofillNeilArmstrong's
shoes.Iguessthat willnever happen. Oh,
the oldbootsthatDad gave me. They always seemed
justalittletoobigtowear!
They've
disappeared! Idon'tknow where
theywent.It's
amazing how
oftenwe do
thisinlife.We spend
days,months, and
yearssearchingthrough
pilesofshoes thatbelong
toothers.Iwould have
givenanything
tofillthe shoesofthegreat athletes, towalk on
themoon
ortoliveup
to
accomplishments
ofthosearound me. How many
timesdo you
hearaperson
say,"Well, John, Brian sureleftabig setofshoesfor
you
tofill?"Or,
how
about,"Jennifer,you have
atough
act tofollow?""When faced with a challenge, the best thing to do is to attempt and
succeed; the next best
is to attempt and be unsuccessful; and the worst is not to attempt at all"
— Cody
L.Wagner Throughout my
lifeI'veseencountless
people
attemptingtofollowsomeone who came
beforethem
orto fill theset ofshoes theperson
leftbehind.
Every
timewe do
this,we
fall intotherut oftryingtoimitateorperform
tothestandardssetby
others.Insteadoffillingtheshoesof others,
we should
firstgrow
intoour
own
shoes.We must attempt
toliveup
toour own
potentialand
talents.Why do dreams remain
unfulfilled,goalsunachieved, and
potentialunrealized?Ibelieveone
ofthemost impor-
tant factorsisfear.I'm notspeaking about
fearofauthority, fearof injury,orfearof others.The
greatest fear that limitsour
potentialisthe fear offailure.Each
ofushasfeltthefear offailure.When we choose
nottorun
foran
office,entera competition, orintroduce ourselvestoothers,we
are experiencinga fear offailure.Ihave
feltthisfearmany
times inlifeand
inFFA. During my
firstyearinFFA,
Iwas
finallyconvinced by
otherstoenter theFFA Creed speaking
contest.Afterafew months
ofcommitment and hard work,
I
had
learned thecreedand
successfullycompeted
inseveral contests. Inthosefew months,
Ideveloped from
afreshman with no
desiretopresentanything resembling
aspeech, into arelativelyconfident speaker.As
aresult,my sophomore
yearbrought an opportunity
towriteaspeech
fortheprepared
publicspeaking
contest.As
thedeadline ap-proached,
Ibecame more apprehensive about
thespeech.Ithought
ofsomany
excuses:Ididn'thave
time,therewasn't an
interestingtopic,Iwas
tiredofspeeches. Igave
everyexcuse
exceptforthemost
significant. Iwas
afraid tofail.Iwas
afraid thatIwouldn't
win,thatIwouldn't
liveup
to expectations.Fearof failureremoved any
opportunitiesfor success—
Ichosetonever
enteranotherspeaking
eventinFFA.
Constantlyinlife
we
letopportunitiesslipaway because
we
areafraid offailing. Inalmost
every aspectoflife,we
arepressured by
societytosucceed
inanything we
attempt.We
areconditionedto utilizeonly
our most apparent
talentsand
toendeavor
onlyintowhat
isdeemed
possible.By
followingthispattern,we
are limitingourselvesand
limiting
our
potentialtomake
a difference inlife.Each
ofyou must be
willingtoovercome
thefear.Consider
theworst
possibleoutcome
ineach
situation.Looking back
at thespeech
contest,Imay have
lost,orstruggledwith my
presentation.
Maybe
afew would have
laughed, but these areonlyminor
setbacks.Every
timewe attempt something
differentorsomething new, we
risksimilaroutcomes.
Yet,we
alsohave
theopportunitytosucceed.Think
ofthetimes thatyou chose
nottoaccept thoserisks.You
limitedtherisk offailure,but you
alsoremoved
the possibilityof success.When
facedwith
achallenge,the bestthingtodo
isto
attempt and
succeed;thenext bestistoattempt and be
unsuccess-ful;
and
theworst
isnottoattempt
at all.The
easiestroad
tofailureisgivingin to fear.
Never
leta fear of failingstandintheway
ofyour dreams and your
success.When you overcome your
fear,you
areready
tobeginyour journey
down
thepath
tosuccess.As you
lookforward
toyour
journey,you have
severalexpectations,much
likeany journey on
amountain
trailorthrough
thewoods. Your road may
appear
straightand
level,a relativelyeasy journey.You might choose
shoessuch
as these.Your road may
insteadappear
tobe rocky and
treacherous,amore
difficultcourse, requiringadifferentsetofshoes. Inmost
instances,regard- lessofinitialimpressions, therewillbe
obstaclesalong theway.
Our
familyexperienced theseobstaclesduring
Aprilof thisyear.Iwas
inFloridawith my
officerteam preparing
for stateconventions and planning
aleadership conference.Ifinished
my work on
Fridayevening by checking my
telephone
messages,
not expectingany important
calls.The
last
message from my mother caught me
offguard.Ilistenedagainto